Episode 4 min
0:00 a taut string on a violin produces a higher tighter sound than a loose one we carry that same kind of tension in our bodies don't we that subtle constant pull of expectation we talked last time about how your roots are growing even when you can't see the progress but sometimes that unseen growth is hard to trust when0:28 all you can feel is the tension of where you think you should be so just for a moment find your breath you don't have to change it just notice it notice the space you're in the chair beneath you the air on your skin0:51 feel where that tension lives in your body maybe it's a tightness in your jaw a weight on your shoulders a knot in your stomach that's the physical trace of a story you've been told a story about how this day this project this relationship this life was supposed to go we all carry these invisible blueprints1:21 these silent contracts we've made with ourselves or that we feel the world has made for us the idea that by a certain age you'll feel a certain way that this path would be a straight line that if you just did everything right the outcome would be guaranteed it's the pressure of the should i should be further along1:46 i should feel happier i should have known better1:52 and here's what that means if you're sitting with that feeling right now it means you're judging the path you're actually on against a map you were given that was never real to begin with2:05 it's like trying to navigate london with a map of new york you're not lost you're just holding the wrong guide2:14 the frustration isn't a sign that you failed it's a sign that the expectation itself has failed you it was too small too rigid for the reality of your life2:28 the release the peace isn't about throwing away your goals it's not about giving up it's about letting go of the rigid timeline it's about releasing the demand that the journey look a specific way because the moment you stop wrestling with what you think should be happening you create the space to finally see what is happening you can2:56 feel the solid ground that's actually beneath your feet the freedom isn't in arriving at a predetermined destination the freedom is in the permission to walk the path you are truly on one step at a time without the constant draining weight of a story that was never yours letting go isn't an act of surrender it is an act3:22 of profound self trust it is the quiet recognition that you are exactly where you need to be even if it's not where you planned to be the tension eases the string loosens and the note it plays is warmer deeper and truer so as you move into your day what does this mean for you it means you can3:48 let the day unfold you don't have to force it you don't have to control every outcome you can meet each moment as it is not as you demand it to be4:03 just for today let go of the map trust your feet
